it's been a long april for me.
juggling classes, kawad, APDM and everything in between is so tiring
i mean, my day started at 7a.m (even i was amazed how i managed to walk straight when i was not fully awake) i'll be sitting near the court to watch them practice (seyes kulit aku memang rentung giler.ketara sangat beza.orang pun dah tegur :( plus going to the beach last sunday didn't help a bit)
around 11 i went back to change then at noon i've classes.in between classes, i rushed down to see them again & do other clerical job. at night continued with online-related work & paper work. i can only sleep around 12.30a.m
practically i have to drag myself out of bed each morning.
after 2 times being postponed, the competition was held on 24th Apr (same as bro's bday).everything juz paid off (well...almost)
the girls got no 2 out of 8 schools (so proud of them for being able to do it on their own) even the commander was awarded with the 'best commander award'
the boys got no 3 out of 8 schools..i was a bit disappointed coz i know they can get no 2..but coz there were too much obvious mistakes..i pitied the form 5 students who worked so hard (skipping classes and everything).but when it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be
hanif said i displayed a shocking face when they were announced winner of the 3rd place..i mean, after seeing the mistakes..i have no hope of getting any number.
i cried when i informed the results to the PK Koko..i juz can't help it.
later in my car..in front of hanif & abe, i cried again.all the stress, the fatique, the heartache came down on me. i can hear everything yang wat aku down, ingatkan aku pasal ketidakcekapan aku...it's juz frustrating.they only know how to complaint but they dun have the slightest bit of what i went through.
then i called everyone who stood by me to inform about the victory. even my mom...yes, she's the 1 who told me to be patient,to juz continue doing what i'm supposed to do,dun think bout other people.TQ mama
i guess now it's the best time to retire from kawad :) + :(
the girls got no 2 out of 8 schools (so proud of them for being able to do it on their own) even the commander was awarded with the 'best commander award'
the boys got no 3 out of 8 schools..i was a bit disappointed coz i know they can get no 2..but coz there were too much obvious mistakes..i pitied the form 5 students who worked so hard (skipping classes and everything).but when it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be
hanif said i displayed a shocking face when they were announced winner of the 3rd place..i mean, after seeing the mistakes..i have no hope of getting any number.
i cried when i informed the results to the PK Koko..i juz can't help it.
later in my car..in front of hanif & abe, i cried again.all the stress, the fatique, the heartache came down on me. i can hear everything yang wat aku down, ingatkan aku pasal ketidakcekapan aku...it's juz frustrating.they only know how to complaint but they dun have the slightest bit of what i went through.
then i called everyone who stood by me to inform about the victory. even my mom...yes, she's the 1 who told me to be patient,to juz continue doing what i'm supposed to do,dun think bout other people.TQ mama
i guess now it's the best time to retire from kawad :) + :(
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