New work place

 My first post this year...omg...bapak malas.

Ok..in my defence, I had been busy with a lot of things. I have started working at a new place last March. Before I moved I was busy settling my duties in Kemaman (taknak la pertukaran kena tahan sebab keja tak siap kan..nanti kena maki dengan orang) and busy packing my stuffs. After the move,I was busy adjusting to new place and people

I got the result of my transfer on 20th of December 2021. Itu pun sebab my mom forced me to check the result. Otherwise,  I would be waiting for the letter like I did in Johor. Although the result came out quite early, but I could only move in March. All the better for me coz I don't need to rush packing. I settled my work and moved out from the rented house at the end of February. But I still travel to Kemaman from KT for few days. Barai rasa😮‍💨 but I managed to visit few places because of that (will tell in another post)

I officially start at new place on 16 March  although I reported for duty on the 2nd. New place is a lot bigger. From home, I need to drive 13km. In Johor, I walked to work, in Kemaman drove for 1km, now 26km of driving every day. If I'm late, bertabahlah drive dalam jem.

Got this on 2nd March. Now, no more rushing to "punch card" hahaha. First month, the guard scanned my card. Now, I just have to show him my face. Cool!

In terms of workload, more or less, it's the same. The best part is, I no longer deal with big exams. No more working in the afternoon and weekend. Yippee! I now deal with smaller kids. I mostly work at the farthest block. On the top floor. After 2 weeks of climbing the stairs, my feet were killing me. At that time, I was still wearing my heels. After raya, I bought new shoes. No more wearing heels. Takpe la kalau tak vogue pun, kaki nak guna lama weyh. Bukan esok lusa nak pencen. I just use heels around the office. Hihi bukan la pencen terus tak pakai heels

Pink pun pink laa..janji kaki tak sakit

Cuci mata je la. 

People keep asking me "seronok tak tempat baru?" My answer ... to be honest, no such thing as fun anymore. Anywhere is the same. I go to work just to menghalalkan my salary. I try to do it the best I could but yeah hiccups here and there. Not everyone like you. Not everyone will cooperate. Ada orang tu tanya "ok tak kat sini"..I said OK je.. then she said "nampak macam tak ok" hahaha you see, I'm basically an open book. Very easy to read. If you pay close observation, you will know everything about me. My face WILL always give it away. Dang! I need to practise on my poker face a.s.a.p

An update on work...just as I thought I was settling down, I had to enrol in a course. It will be for a year. 😭😭 Shoot!! If I decide to withdraw, macam kena menjawab pulak nanti. Halah redha je la. Dah tua2 bangka ni nak study, huhu. Semalam makan apa pun tak ingat. Ada online class, ada assignments kena submit, ada praktikal..*nangis* Ya Allah , please ease my journey (ok done berdoa kat social media hahahaha #ruler)

Colouring

Entering MCO 3.0

I have come to a roadblock of things to do indoor. While scrolling shopee (haha) I found this colouring canvas. Just paint the pictures according to the numbers... Kacang je ni!! Hahaha... When these arrived... I was shocked.. Some numbers are so small.. (insert tears) 

Bertabahlah aku nak siapkan bendalah ni. 

I started with tiny sections but I felt like it took so long. Then I started painting bigger sections.. OK! Making progress.. 

Overall, I finished it in like 5 weeks.. Coz I only paint this after Asar. If I read book, I definitely will fall asleep. So, I paint. 

Week 1

Finished

Second picture. This one is more difficult..A LOAD more tiny areas... 

Haven't started anything coz I plan to finish the jigsaw puzzle first.. 

KIV since MCO 1.0 (talk about procrastinating!) 

 

Covid vaccination 2

Alhamdulillah.. I am done with my second dose of vaccine. After few days, I feel like the effect is less than the first one. Only my arm was in pain..Lenguh daripada yang first. Other than that, nothing. To be honest, my body is not in the best of health pun this week. So, maybe I can't really differentiate the effects hahaha

Still had to fill in the same forms. Only 2 this time. I arrived around 9am then waited+filling the forms around 20 minutes.

Then moved to second station where the doc checked my My Sejahtera. 

After few minutes, directly headed inside. Sat down for 2 minutes and the nurse called. This time I felt the needle. Ouchh.. Waited at the observation area for like 10 minutes only. At 10 am, I was already heading home. Just around 45 minutes for the whole process. 

Covid vaccination

 Morning...

I'm typing this while waiting for my 1st dose of vaccination turn. If I wait later, I might forget the details.

So I received an sms on 29th April..That was kinda quick.. OMG. I always check My Sejahtera but no news. So receiving an sms was a bit of a shock. I'm not anti-vax but this new thing just gives me the creep. Whatever it is, just pray for the best and I don't grow an extra hand 😹

Terus sedar woi. Takde mamai dah

So I arrived a bit late at the centre coz I kinda get dress late and it took me 50mins to drive on the highway. There were not many people waiting. Maybe because it was still early. I went to the 1st dose counter. Took some forms and filled them up.

4 forms actually.. I don't want to take all pictures *_^

Don't worry too much. The medical staffs were helpful and guiding me where to go next. After the 1st counter, moved on to the 2nd one. Don't forget to bring your phone coz they will be needing it to check My Sejahtera. At the 2nd counter, the doctor keyed in my particulars in her laptop. Then moved to 3rd counter.

At the 3rd counter, I had to fill in the consent form. The medical staff asked details about allergy, health condition and so on. Then she asked me "any question?" hmm I just asked what kind of vaccine I'll receive today.. Pfizer.. That's all I asked. Then moved to 4th counter where they gave number. Next, we were taken inside the hall by a nurse and wait outside rooms. About 5 minutes, they called me inside. The nurse asked which hand for injection. I tried not to stressed out coz when the muscle is tensed, it'll be more painful. The nurse swabbed alcohol, then she said she's going to inject me. Now, I'm going to inject the vaccine.. I could barely feel anything.. Seriously. Waited for few moments for her to give me the file and key in my details. 

Moved to last station. The observation area. After injection, we needed to wait for 15 minutes to see for any reaction. But I kinda waited for 1/2 hour. The staff called and asked if I feel anything wrong. I was OK. He said to go to the clinic if I feel any chest pain. Okie dokie. He answered the question on My Sejahtera for me. And my 2nd dose is scheduled on 25 May. Lucky I was OK while driving home. Later I feel a bit 'lenguh' on my arm. Now I'm sleepy and I can't lie down on my left hand hehe

I'll update about my 2nd dose when the time comes. Gotta be prepared for this one coz those who got it said the effect is more severe and they had to take panadol. How am I going to go back after the shot?? 😥

Update : the next day, around 10 am..my upper body felt feverish and so tired. my arm was so lenguh also. after breaking fast that night, I rested and ate paracetamol

of money

 Sesi meluah perasaan ( since I can't really see a counsellor *_*)

I feel so annoyed with this one person coz I feel her comments are busy body and should just be kept to herself. Maybe coz I was having a bad day so directly aku rasa dia nye komen menyampahkan (tapi masa tu perasaan aku Ok je)

What happened the other day

Dia tahu apa yang aku buat dengan duit aku dan dia pun tahu aku jual biskut ..So dia pun kata "buat apa duit banyak? " (seolah dalam kepala kepala dia set aku ni bujang, bukannya ada tanggungan sangat) aku tak kata benda tu tak betul. Tapi tak salah pun kalau aku nak extra money. Banyak benda kot aku boleh buat. Aku jawab "shopping" (sebab malas nak bertekak) although this particular person don't really give a damn what your answer is. 

Next time kalau dia ungkitkan lagi hal kenapa aku nak cari duit banyak, aku nak jawab "nak buat kenduri kawen kayangan 3 hari 3 malam" HAHAHA...Biar dia fikir bukan2 pasal aku..Materialistik ke..dah tua pun nak kawen beria. I kinda like when people think wrongly of me or have their own perception of me..aku memang takkan pegi betulkan ape yang diorang fikir. tu la..sapa suruh bizi bodi dengan hal orang kan. masalah ko sendiri dah habis settle ke?

There's nothing wrong about being financially stable. I wasted my money when i was younger (still do) So now, I want to better manage it and not trouble anyone when I'm not working anymore. But most importantly, bukan duit yang akan stop aku from doing things I wanna do e.g travel. Just to set the record straight. Ko percaya ke aku nak wedding yang grand? Hello!!? nak habiskan beribu2 just to impress people I don't really know/ not really close/ dont even wanna invite in the first place? If it's up to me, aku pegi nikah je. then terus fly pegi bercuti HAHAHA

takpe la..sampai satu masa nanti aku boleh ignore komen macam ni.. sama macam aku dah boleh ignore kecaman netizen terhadap pekerjaan aku. lantak ko la nak kata ape. Kaki aku tak berkudis pun. 

Pesanan penaja untuk hari ni..cari la ilmu untuk life kau. Kalau tau tak reti manage money, pi cari ilmu. macam aku ni..memang gila shopping. so aku kena pandai cari duit lain untuk support this hobby of mine.pandai2 la ko invest atau buat part time ke. yang paling penting, jangan menyusahkan sapa2 pinjam sana sini. kalau mampu,buat la apa kau suka. tak mampu..buat cara tak mampu, duduk diam2

CAKES

orang selalu tanya aku..camne boleh terjebak dengan dunia baking ni? memang minat ke? suka ke?
to be honest..aku takde sebab spesifik kenapa boleh terjebak.
mula2 tu..buat coz tengok youtube macam seronok je...godek2 sket pastu tara!! jadi benda yang cantek (lepas deco)-tapi nak cantikkan tu bukan senang ye

bila fikir balik..kenapa eh aku terjebak?
secara semulajadinya aku memang suka makan kek/western/roti
so aku pun cari la resepi2 makanan yang aku suka.pastu try buat
tapi biasanya benda2 ni, untuk 4,5 orang makan.
so, aku kena la bagi orang lain makan sama
some of them liked it. pastu..agaknya segan nak makan free, order la dengan aku.
why not kan? dapat gak duit extra..daripada aku stress, balik tido tak dapat apa melainkan air liur meleleh kat bantal or even worse kepala pening coz overdose tido

so, aku start la amik order. awal2 dulu memang beli buku masakan + google resepi +kelas kat kolej komuniti...tapi sekarang (zaman dah maju) aku belajar je secara online. setiap resepi tu boleh tahan gak la harga dia.biaa rm50/ resepi....tapi biasanya aku tunggu time promo..dapat la rm40/ resepi.
nothing comes free in this world ok
having said that..aku belajar resepi2 yang permintaan banyak macam cream puff,biskut..pastu kek2 yang aku belajar tu,lebih pada tekak sendiri. but still laku keras laa kalau open order untuk slice.
OK la tu kan....aku dapat gak makan 1 slice (atau 2) daripada sebiji saiz 10" yang aku buat

cumanya...dari segi harga tu. kawan aku yang jual kek jugak, mesti akan cakap apsal murah? tapi deep down inside..aku rasa kawan2 aku yang tak penah jejak kedai baking ingredients akan kata mahal. ntah la..maybe aku yang paranoid.
tapi bila ada yang nak order benda sedap (masuk bakul weyhh) yang diorang makan..mesti minta nak 1/2 adunan atau terus tak jadi order
rasanya aku dah kira betul dah..total semua bahan yang aku guna then darab 2...and the best part...modal yang aku kira cuma bahan2..takde pun campur kos petrol+elektrik+air+skill tapi takpe...skill aku pun masih ke laut lagi. kalau deco cake tu..masih belum dapat sharp edge + smooth surface
nanti kalau aku attend deco class..memang harga kek aku akan jadi 100++
(serious talking ni) sama la macam service centre...spare part harga lain,upah harga lain
lagipun benda2 mahal ni, bukan makan selalu..so it's ok to splurge sometime kan

so sekarang...maybe reason aku baking ialah
1.DUIT
2.release stress

jom layan gambar2 kek/biskut yang aku buat

dark chocolate sea salt cookies

burned cheese cake

mars chocolate white cake

rose lime cake

raspberry ripple

red velvet

chocolate praline

chocolate praline

peanut butter chocolate cake

kek sirap bandung 

ok...sekarang misi mencari cake stand yang cantek..kalau tak jumpa..bulan 12 je la kita shopping kat sana...nak yang muat kek saiz 10"...kat instagram ada jumpa.tapi 150++.maklum la..depa pun import dari tempat lain

sumber google

nampak sweet je dengan ribbon tu

paling jatuh chenta dengan yang ni

sumber google

ruffled porcelain

sumber google

wooden 

cute!

so cute rite? oh..i miss my younger days
why dun people tell me before that being young was nice? being in school was great? u dun have any big problem (except the one u created urself) no work problem. no financial problem. :P u juz have to study and enjoy life.
i envy youngsters nowadays. they have camera phone. so many pictures to take. during my time, even camera with film is considered expensive.
those were the good ol days

ex-students

result SPM dah pun keluar beberapa hari lepas.
tapi aku takde la menggeletis pun nak tau sebab tak terlibat secara langsung.
tapi terharu la jugak coz seramai-ramai budak yang penah ajar masa depa form 2 (around 150 students), ade la 2 orang students yang tergerak jugak hati nak bagitau result diaorang.

dalam kul 11 pagi tu, Nik Mat Kelate tefon (hahaha saja letak nama dia macam tu dalam contact).dia dapat 5A.ok la kan.pastu siap cakap thanx sebab ngajar dia dulu.then khamis malam, kiteretsu sms cakap dapat 3A.siap boleh wat lawak lagi cakap A dia sikit coz dah bagi pada orang lain.banyak la cengkadak ehhh...

tu pasal i dun bother about the results.aku bukan ajar exam classes.kalu ade budak yang still ingat & menghargai ajaran yang tak seberapa tu, rasa hepi la jugak.ade jugak inisiatif to appreciate.budak2 biasa la..dia memang tak nampak dah cikgu2 yang ngajar dia dulu2.cuma nampak cikgu2 yang ade tahun exam jer. (for me, aku anggap ni sebagai balasan.maybe aku dulu pun buat benda yang sama -what goes around, comes around)takpe la...sebab tu ade pepatah kata cikgu macam lilin.bila dah habis guna, memang tak nampak dah.asal budak2 berjaya jadi orang, ok la.syukur alhamdulillah.kalu yang minta tolong doa, doa kan jugak coz bukan susah pun nak buat, kan?

tapi 1 benda yang aku agak menyampah laaa.seminggu sebelum exam, biasanya ade program restu @ minta maaf.masa ni ramai la yang datang minta maaf, nyesal la (konon!) dengan perangai diorang. tapi masa wat perangai tu, ade tak terfikir dalam kepala hotak diorang "macam mana kalu nanti cikgu tak nak maafkan?" .agak2 time tu dia nak terus wat perangai ke tak?

macam tu la manusia (aku jugak).kita kadang2 buat salah dengan harapan ade masa untuk minta maaf (atau bertaubat kalau buat salah pada tuhan).tapi kita lupa nak fikir sama ada orang akan terima ke tak permohonan maaf kita tu.

i've been notty

2,3 hari ni malang bertimpa2

mula2 laptop wat hal.tiba2 tak leh on.sah2 la takde save dokumen sumer kan.bila antar kat kedai pulak..takde inisiatif nak wat back up sebelum format semula.menyesal gile.apsal la aku tak baiki kat sini je? abis hilang gambar2 chickens little.mana lagi aku nak dapat gambar diorang dari kecik sampai sekarang?

semalam masa sopping, jari terluka sebab tersangkut kat ubat stapler.malam tadi paling best.kena minyak panas.menggelupur la kejap.abis bertompok muka (side kiri),leher dengan tangan.wah !! turun la saham aku yang dah sedia menjunam tuh.hari ni, bila kulit tu terkupas..perghh memang pedih bila kena air & sapu krim. menjilat jari..kalu tak caya cuba ah.

mesti aku jahat sekarang.sebab tu la dapat balasan.

aku ~ dalam proses nak review 2011 & berazam untuk 2012

autobots...roll out

1.last night watched transformers..after many days of trying to book the tickets
it was the largest hall and it was jam-packed
i wonder how the people in low rows watch it?? they must have stiff neck today ;)
the story is ok but it was too long.more than 2 hours.
ohh man..i'm in love with the cars..
oh yeah what a shocker to see mcDreamy in the movie...woohoo
and being a villain...damn!

2.bila syaaban je, mesti banyak sampel kuih kat meja depan.masing2 duk promote cookies,cakes,kerepek.hahaha aku suka je kalu ade tester.leh gak kunyah2.aku macam biasa laa. juz order kerepek & kek lapis je.semalam sms my bro.suruh dia cari gak baju melayu hijau.dia cakap maharani dah tempah kan.GOOD! semangat bagai nak tema hijau for this raya. alaaa setahun sekali je.lagipun we ols takde gambar family lagi.so ingat this year nak gi amik gambar kat studio.tak tau la dapat ke tak.tapi at least MESTI ade jugak gambar family

3.still coughing for 3 weeks...macam mane nak baik kalu dok melantak ais hari2..hado ka?

4.susah ehh nak cantik.kalu nak cantik, mesti kena kuar belanja.nak belanja mesti kena ade duit.aisehh

5.nak sangat pegi pasar karat tapi tak tau katner..orang cakap somewhere kat CS

adding to my stress

today we had the PTA meeting (PIBG lorrr)
i dunno what they discussed coz i'm not at the crime scene muahahahaha :D
after signing the attendance sheet & showing my sweet (yarkkkhh) face for a while,
i sat at the canteen & make me own coffee shop haha (bergosip laa)

aarrggghhh
today my bestie said "why do u look skinny?"
huhu i know coz before she asked,i juz came down from the scale
even i was SHOCK!!!! i did loose some weight
and my current weight is 40...what the ....!!!!
aiyoo looks like i'm going to loose the bet

why i can't gain weight??
1.i'm not eating at the right time.at work,i rarely eat at the canteen.sumtimes due to lots of work or the food is not tempting enough for me.that's why on certain days..i only have brunch & dinner
2.deep down inside i'm not happy.so maybe i don't fully enjoy the food i'm eating
3.my metabolism is way TOO HIGH.i can't do things in slow motion except for eating and i like to walk fast
what else???that's all i can think for the time being